things are coming to a change

i feel like things are going to change soon, for the worse. There's nothing that I can really do about it, so Im just trying to relax and do nothing at all.

I went to chapters today with my mom to meet up with some family friends, and one of their daughters is m y age. Me and Laura got a book and read at the abck of the store. Yeah, my summer's been extremely lame, but there's a mental reason why. I just wish such things wouldn't hold me back, but I can't really do anything about it.

At the moment im tanning, i know its so bad for your skin but i made sure so put on my sunscreen & sunglasses!

Hopefully my next entry i will have some good news, haha doubt itt though.

peace :)